This is a post corresponding to the previous post named "are we too young to handle the life that i am having?" as i think i found a conclusion on my own situation to the question.
Unfortunately, the answer is yes.
Lately, there is just too many problem, too short of time for me. Of course, my life is even more miserable with all the restrictions that i have at the current stage of my life. Haiz...
Work...
Study...
Family...
Dance...
I have to juggle everything. Maybe i am not so prepared for all this, but i will never be really prepared if i don't do it. Haha...
What don't kills us, makes us stronger...
I wanted to be man that can handle everything thrown to him. That is why i may be sad. I may be puzzled. I may be angry. I may be mad. But i will never back-off...
If not, i will never be the man that i wanna be...
Luckily, those friends that have to face similar, if not identical problems as i am are doing pretty well. It makes me more confident that i will get through these and learn from these...
God helps those help themselves!
May god bless me with the strength that will help me to go through this toil and troubles, on my journey to become a complete man, who will shine care and comfort to those around him, contributing to the community...
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Friday, October 3, 2008
What is the right life?
Today, i talked a long-time best friend (a guy), about how our life is different from the majority of age.
The major difference we can tell is that majority of my friends going to far far places for vacation + go out for activities (lately paint ball very popular) + clubbing + karaoke + etc...
While they were doing that, my fren n i are typically reading novel / sleeping...
swt...
From there, we extended our discussion on how this may impact our life.
My fren is a single bachelor. We are saying this will affect his market big time. As nowadays the pace of the society is getting faster n faster. We are in a microwave era, where everything has to be faster n faster. This is easy to understand from here why the majority is trying to experience whatever they can in the shortest of time possible. Therefore, we this kind of couch potato is very unfavourable in the market. There might not even have a reliable market! Hahaha...
Well, for me, we conclude that i am a bad bf + Queenie is VERY unfortunate. Haiz...
I am not bringing her good time as i should. I know she like to get to a lot of places + like surprises. I didn't really accomplish that. Haiz...
This is something tat i will look into though...
The biggest problem we have in the discussion is that we don't really know should me flow the crowd or stand the point that we are now. We really enjoyed what we do (being couch potato) when we do it. We don't really enjoy the travelling that much. However, we really worry that our enjoyment is at ( shd i use "in" instead of "at" here?) the expense of other people.
So...
We are puzzled + lost + wondering...
The best thing tat could happen now is tat someone give me a list of measurement of life achievement as in "The Sims". Haha...
The major difference we can tell is that majority of my friends going to far far places for vacation + go out for activities (lately paint ball very popular) + clubbing + karaoke + etc...
While they were doing that, my fren n i are typically reading novel / sleeping...
swt...
From there, we extended our discussion on how this may impact our life.
My fren is a single bachelor. We are saying this will affect his market big time. As nowadays the pace of the society is getting faster n faster. We are in a microwave era, where everything has to be faster n faster. This is easy to understand from here why the majority is trying to experience whatever they can in the shortest of time possible. Therefore, we this kind of couch potato is very unfavourable in the market. There might not even have a reliable market! Hahaha...
Well, for me, we conclude that i am a bad bf + Queenie is VERY unfortunate. Haiz...
I am not bringing her good time as i should. I know she like to get to a lot of places + like surprises. I didn't really accomplish that. Haiz...
This is something tat i will look into though...
The biggest problem we have in the discussion is that we don't really know should me flow the crowd or stand the point that we are now. We really enjoyed what we do (being couch potato) when we do it. We don't really enjoy the travelling that much. However, we really worry that our enjoyment is at ( shd i use "in" instead of "at" here?) the expense of other people.
So...
We are puzzled + lost + wondering...
The best thing tat could happen now is tat someone give me a list of measurement of life achievement as in "The Sims". Haha...
Sunday, September 28, 2008
《月下独酌》 - 李白
花间一壶酒， 独酌无相亲。
举杯邀明月， 对影成三人。
月既不解饮， 影徒随我身。
暂伴月将影， 行乐须及春。
我歌月徘徊， 我舞影零乱。
醒时同交欢， 醉后各分散。
永结无情游， 相期邈云汉。
举杯邀明月， 对影成三人。
月既不解饮， 影徒随我身。
暂伴月将影， 行乐须及春。
我歌月徘徊， 我舞影零乱。
醒时同交欢， 醉后各分散。
永结无情游， 相期邈云汉。
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Hin's last day
Today is this fellow's last day in the firm. (Although he is in substance taking a long unpaid leave). Those of you not in the firm have NO IDEA how popular this guy is. They wanna go to JAPANESE RESTAURANT to celebrate his "leaving". C? People compare people, cake she people lo. Haiz...
The most unacceptable thing is that there are 10 - 20 people having lunch with him and he keep saying my statement about his popularity is purely craziness!!!! Blind people also can tell that this is not craziness, it is envious. Haha...
All the best for Leng Hin for his exam n hope to able to work with him soon.
The most unacceptable thing is that there are 10 - 20 people having lunch with him and he keep saying my statement about his popularity is purely craziness!!!! Blind people also can tell that this is not craziness, it is envious. Haha...
All the best for Leng Hin for his exam n hope to able to work with him soon.
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Walau eh....
Yesterday i skipped my breakfast as i was about to be late to work. I don't really know why but the air-cond was much cooler that usual. At first, i was only feeling the coldness. Not long later, i realized i wasn't feeling well. Then, i started to feel my fever...
It had been worsen since after the lunch. I couldn't really think. I was practically an oven.
When i get home, i immediately take my bath and started my long sleep...
I woke up at around 8.30 to take my lunch + a packet of chinese medicine. The medicine is in powder form. I was told to add in some water and salt. Haven't really heard such strange remedy though...
The second and last time i woke up was around 10.30 when i took another portion of my chinese medicine. Then i slept till 6.30 a.m....
Thank god that i was better in the morning and good enough to go to work. Maybe because i saw Leng Hin and Ching Wen who has been on field, i was fully recovered before lunch. Haha...
I believe this a message from god to ask me take better care of myself.
My laziness is too obvious already...
Haha...
It had been worsen since after the lunch. I couldn't really think. I was practically an oven.
When i get home, i immediately take my bath and started my long sleep...
I woke up at around 8.30 to take my lunch + a packet of chinese medicine. The medicine is in powder form. I was told to add in some water and salt. Haven't really heard such strange remedy though...
The second and last time i woke up was around 10.30 when i took another portion of my chinese medicine. Then i slept till 6.30 a.m....
Thank god that i was better in the morning and good enough to go to work. Maybe because i saw Leng Hin and Ching Wen who has been on field, i was fully recovered before lunch. Haha...
I believe this a message from god to ask me take better care of myself.
My laziness is too obvious already...
Haha...
Friday, September 19, 2008
Perseverance
Will power is like a muscle. The more you practice it the stronger it gets. I think almost everyone understand that. However, why does people like me like to keep postponing things that should be done?
I guess it is because I don't really see the consequences of my actions every time i make a decision. I forget my "missions" and "visions" almost immediate after declaring them.
Life is just like a company. You have your missions, visions and objective. Then you will find your ways to reach the objective, i.e. strategy. The last vital component is control. Without controls, you are very unlikely to reach the places that u wanna reach.
"In a moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing."
- Theodore Roosevelt, President of US
I guess it is because I don't really see the consequences of my actions every time i make a decision. I forget my "missions" and "visions" almost immediate after declaring them.
Life is just like a company. You have your missions, visions and objective. Then you will find your ways to reach the objective, i.e. strategy. The last vital component is control. Without controls, you are very unlikely to reach the places that u wanna reach.
"In a moment of decision the best thing you can do is the right thing, the next best thing is the wrong thing, and the worst thing you can do is nothing."
- Theodore Roosevelt, President of US
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